Dear Journal,
April
10, 2023, 8:45 PM
Ugh,
today was just the WORST! I don't even know where to start. I've been feeling
so down lately, and it feels like nobody even cares. I can't help but wonder if
my mom and dad actually hate me. I know it sounds dramatic, but that's just how
I feel right now.
Like,
ever since they got divorced, everything's been a total mess. My dad's always
working, and he barely has time for me. It's like he doesn't even want to be
around me anymore. And mom, well, she's been trying her best to take care of
me, but I can tell she's super stressed out. Sometimes, I feel like I'm just a
burden to her. It's like I'm the reason they're both so unhappy.
School's
been super tough too. I love English and History, and Mrs. Anderson is my
absolute fave teacher, but I can't stand Math and Science. Mr. Johnson is the
most boring person EVER, and I'm pretty sure he doesn't even like me. Plus,
those stupid bullies keep picking on me, making me feel even worse.
But
at least I have my BFFs, Emma, Lily, and Ava. They've been so supportive and
understanding. I really don't know what I'd do without them. They're like the
sisters I never had.
Still,
I wish I could just make my mom and dad happy again. I don't want them to hate
me. I don't want to be the reason they're miserable. Maybe if I tried harder in
school, they'd be proud of me. Or maybe if I was just a better daughter, they'd
want to be around me more.
I
don't know, Journal. I guess I'm just feeling really lost and confused right
now. I wish I could just run away to some magical world where everything is
perfect, and I don't have to worry about all this stuff. But that's just a
silly fantasy, right? For now, I guess I'll just keep writing in you and hope
that things get better soon.
Feeling
super sad,
Macy
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